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And She Believes Every Words They Say , Only To Be Left Alone One Day
And She Stays When They Ask , But They Leave When She Asked Them To Stay
And She Gets Scolded , Boyfriends Left Her Cause She Prioritized Them ,
But They Left When She Needed Them Th Most
You May Call Her Stupid , But She Is Not , She Just Wants To See Her Friend Happy , Even If She Loses Her Own

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Okay , So here's Th Deal .

      Im Content at Life But Its Gonna Sound VERY Strange . Here It Is :
   Everything Is Fine And Dandy . Sure , I Had Things Made Up With Jaz , And Yes , It Went Wrong Again . Purely Not My Fault . Dont Fucking Blame ME Kayy ? Anyways , I Was Th One Crying Over Him For Th Last 9 Months And Not Th Other Way Round . But After I Realized What A DICK He Are , I Guess , Im More Than Happy To Let Him Go .
                         And There's This Hollow Feeling Inside Of Me . Empty . Like .  Empty .
Then , I Had My Pay . As You All Know , My Reason For Working Is To Pay My Nlevels Fee . So , My Deadline , Beeline Is This Month . Guess What ? N Levels Fee Is $290 , My Pay Is , $290 . Swee Huh ?
Now How ON Hell Am I Gonna Survive MARCH . Ironically , This Month Is Supposed To Be My Lucky Month , Being It is My BIRTH MONTH . Haiish . Cb Tak ?
              And There's This Bochiap Feeling There , In My Heart , Like ... GAAAH .
Idk , Ive Been Feeling So Empty , Hollow & Like , It Don't Matter Anymore . Shit Not ? I Knoe . Like , When Someone is Doin Something Wrong Infront Of Me , Ill Go , " OK , Not My Prob Anyways " And Turn away . Like , I was not like that before . But what th hell . I think everyone likes me like this , I guess.
And I Also Think I Should Talk Less . I think I Should . I Should . I would , I want , I NEED .
Hehs . OK !


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